I cant remember when, but i dont think its important. Some time ago(about 2 months i think) i was at Jianns place after going to Wests with Menglin,Jiann & Andy and this girl got out of a lexus and walked up to the front door, the first impression i got was 'wow'. Some time after we went to billabong for dinner and Go-Karts after, which was a very fun and joyful experience, i must say though, ur eating scared me, by the amount that u ate hehe.
Time went on abit more, i managed to ask u to come out for coffee with me and some mates. You could probably tell, by how i asked how much i wanted u to come and luckily u did, i was soo happy =D
I also cant recall when i decided to GO for u lol if u know wat i mean. but it just came to me that u were an amazing girl and i wanted to be more than ur friend.
Abit later on u went back home to Brunei, i wanted to catch the train with u down, i wanted to be the one who sent u off to the airport and also the one who picked u up from the airport. i dont know if u know, but the stuff u told me about how it was un-safe over there really made me worry, i didnt want ne thing to happen to you, i was scared. Everynight i would pray, pray that you were ok, pray that you were safe and pray that you would come back. I read from ur blogs that u were unhappy from ur Ex, it was at that time that i wasnt sure, if we could go anywhere, but i didnt let that change my decision on wanting to be more than 'just your friend'.
We would talk for ages on MSN, it was fun, we even txted one another hehe
i worked out that we were 5455KMs away from one another, that is a number im sure both of us will never forget lol.
Merdeka Night approached quicker and quicker and ur return was also comming, i couldn't wait ! i decided to say something and i asked if u wud be my date to the merdeka night lol, yes i remember i think u got suprised and u didnt know how to answer, but oh well i had fun and we did end up going together, just that we had others in the car hehe
We had a very joyful day out on the wednesday that u came home on, it was a day that i wont forget, although i know for a fact that we will have even more fun days than that one ! on thursday we went shopping for a new shirt for me and maybe some new shoes for u, i was soo happy, yes i wasnt happy when nicole came, cause it wasnt just me and u, but thats ok =)
Friday Merdeka Night came, i was standing behind u while rebecca was doing ur hair, im pretty sure u noticed me looking at ur fine beauty hehe. we looked hot, but u looked hotter haha =P throughout the night i know ppl noticed how close i was to u, ppl knew there was something goin on for me lol. Nicole asked me 'do u like her?' i denied, but said 'im not sure if she has goten over her ex' and thats why i didnt make a move, cause i wasnt sure. i dont think i wud be able to handle my heartbreaking again...
That night when we got asked to go out for drinks, i really wasnt a fan of going, but u asked and that was the only reason why i went. I tried to stay by ur side the entire night as i was worried about u, i didnt see u for a short time and immediately i went to ask Menglin where u went, luckily u were right =)
The following week, we went and saw 'The Ugly Truth' together, that night we went and had dinner afterwards at ur workplace House of Peking. You weren't meant to see me break out in tears, but im sorry, i miss my granma and i just couldnt help thinking about her after Ling Jie talked about her. That night, in ur room i remember i grabbed hold of ur hand and told u how i felt about u. The few words u said are some of the worst words i think one could possibly want to hear. "Give me some time" of course though i wud not expect a straightforward answer, But its just the fact that the last time i heard those words it didnt work out well..
The date was 3rd of September 2009, it was the day u came into my life and changed me, the day we started, the day i became no longer single lol. I remember u said to me 'You still havent formerly asked me yet' and i replied being stupid 'what havent i asked ?' LOL eventually i did and recieved the best answer ever YES! ^_^
Today when i type this blog out, we have been together for abit more than 2 weeks, i feel that for some reason, we seem to grow stronger and closer to one another each and every single day. Im not used to being with you sometimes, cause i have been single for so long.
You made me forget my sad moments that i remembered in my mind.
You Brought Joy back to my life.
You enlightened me and gave me a goal that i wanted to do MORE well in uni.
This special someone who i have been talking about is truely amazing, although clumsy, she is caring, kind, easy going, simple minded and lots lots more.
She means the World to me and i would do anything to protect her from being hurt.
Her Name is Michelle Wong.
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^.^ ILY .. <3
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ReplyDeleteI like it. true and full of ur feeling for her. She s so lucky to have you to protect her!!
I think he's lucky to be able to protect me .. hehehehe. Kiddin ... i'm happy! ^.^
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