Memories

I went down to sydney the other day, to be exact i went down on the 2/9/2010. Friday it was, i left for sydney about an hour after i had just gotten home from tamworth. so all together i drove about 8 hours. it wasnt really tiring for me as i had gotten used to driving heaps, driving on the freeway was a breeze anyway, nice and straight although being nice and simple means it makes u wanna fall asleep.
Anyway i got down to sydney at about 5:30 and headed to go and get my haircut at the korean hairdresser, my night was good so far and i was all keen to have dinner with ella and hanah. i hoped onto facebook and saw that my mate posted happy 1 year anniversary on facebook which reminded me about something. It would have also been 1 year for me aswell, if i was still together with you. I guess its fate or destiny...or do they both mean the same ? from then on walking around with ella and hanah i was emotionless, memories was all that i had. All i wanted to do was drink until i didnt know whats going on, but i knew that i couldn't cause i had to drive back to newcastle. Thinking 'you know, it would have been amazing if we made one year and maybe the years after it aswell' but no that didnt happen. ella and hanah of course saw that there was something wrong with me as i didnt act like i usually did around them and continuously kept asking me 'whats wrong ham? whats on your mind??' i didnt really say anything. but after i left i sent them both a msg to apologise about my doppyness, hopefully they would understand.