After a joyful trip away from home yesterday, i was suddenly waken. I realized what i wanted the most. A thing that some view as the most important thing in their lives and for some enough to pass the days is good enough. money. Its one thing that i want to make the most of. Because only if i can make lots of money then can i say to my mum and dad to not worry about anything and just live life large. Also with money can i buy the best medication for dad.
Yesterday when i saw an asian man step outside of a $400K car, i thought to myself. i want that to be one day. i want to give my family the best that there is out there. i want to be on the BIG $$$ as a Quantity Surveyor.
But i also want to enjoy a job that i do and not do it just because im TOO AFRAID to take a step away from the path that my parents set me, i dont want to do what will make my parents happy, but i want to do one that will make me and them happy.
Why do something that you dont like? when we only live once ? whats the reason for it ?
Why do you hesitate with your decision, yet in the very end you still dont follow what your first instinct told you ?
Why do you tell me to do something that i DONT like, when i am very sure that I dont like it ?
Why judge me and tell me what to do ? WHO are you to judge and tell me ?
My mate asked me how my relations with the ladies are going and i replied, 'there was one possible target, but she doesnt like to socialize and the last few times i have asked her out, she found excuses'. All that i can do is take that as a NO. What im looking for now, is not just any girl, but the right girl and i plan on taking my time to find the right girl. Some may think and wonder why at the age of 20 would you be wanting something serious, why not ? i dont want to play around all my life. i want to get somewhere. actually decide what i want, what i like and pursue my goal.
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