Working Hard

Back from my 2 week break and i believe its time to get back into my studies and finish off the remaining 6 weeks that is infront of me. Goals for these 6 weeks ? hmmmm let me think- Study, Gym, Study, Gym and study. but at the moment the study part isnt going too well, where as the gym part is really doing some work. i really want to get fit and in shape for summer, i know everyone is saying it aswell and its also the same for me. i went to the gym on monday, did the usual abit of everything, abit of weights, half an hour on the treadmill and then left struggling to put on my seatbelts from sore arms and also such sore abs that it hurts me when i try to sit up out of my chair everytime.
There is always that time where you have to make a decision and this time for me, its not friendship or relationship. Its Body building with decreased speed or Agility for squash and im leaning more towards the side of body building. I really want to keep my speed at squash and also be able to train hard at the gym but i believe to have toe best of both worlds will be hard.
Currently im also applying for qantas and jetstar and im hoping really hard that i can get a job with either of them, this time is really the decider of my future, so nervous.
Have been meeting lots of new people at the moment aswell, its great, not being tied down to a relationship and i myself dont even know if i want to be in a relationship anyway, cant really make up my mind. Although a relationship would be nice so that i could have someone to spend my quality time with when im free and back from tamworth on the weekends.
thats all for now, time for work.